Personal & diary
Here you'll be able to find the stories that are very personal and are more like pages from my diary. I hope you'll feel understood by reading them.
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11. Endo & Sex
There it was again, that powerless feeling which I got right after the appointment. No control of my own body. No control of the pain and no control of my sexual life. That…
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9. Endo vs. Vacay Pt.II
It is already the last day of my vacation here in Bali and we couldn’t be more sad. What an amazing island this is. The people are friendly, the food is great and…
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8. Endo vs. Vacay
I haven’t been posting a lot lately. It was the end of the semester and suddenly I had to do so much stuff, so there wasn’t really time left. There is one thing…
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7. The real struggle
The pain. It’s hard to describe the exact feeling of it, but I will try to describe the feelings that come with it. It feels like a f*cking vicious circle Right now I…
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5. “You just have to accept it…”
I felt so relieved. The surgery went well and the pain was gone. Of course, I did feel a little pain because of the surgery itself, but no more lower tummy pains. I…
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4. My biggest nightmare
Beside of all the anger that was revealing and the 100 different feelings I was experiencing every day, there is still one thing that keeps me up at night. Ever since I was…
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3. I lost myself
This website functions as my personal portfolio, but in some extent also as my diary. It is already 1,5 year ago since my diagnosis and I am still having trouble talking about it.…
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2. How I found out…
It is quite a long story and to be honest I seldom talk about it. Why? I think it is too complicated and most of all too long to explain. Oh, well… Here…